I wish I could say everything that was on my mind, but to write it all down would be ridiculous. I can look inside you and see that you're as lost as the older sister you look down on. Like a raw wound, you're suffering. You don't know which path to chose, who to trust, or what to turn to. At this point, it looks like you're at the end of the road.
But wait......what's this? Someone has said something to you to make you wonder. Wonder what it is you're doing wrong.
Admit it, you were surprised when he didn't comfort you and agree with you as you poured forth all your woeful stories. You were shocked when he said on the phone, "What are you doing about it?"
Why were you so shocked that someone finally stood up to your drama and tears? Finally said, "I know you are stronger than this. Stop looking for your happiness in the people around you."
Was it really that surprising?
And why did you listen to him more than others? Was it just a new outlook on things? Did you want to listen to him?
Now I ask you though, has the world really been so cruel and cold to you that you've lost your sense of what's good and true? What's right and wrong? Is your thinking so far into the depressing that you no longer see the light shining through and illuminating the darkness?
I ask you, why have you accepted mediocre for yourself when you deserve so much more?
Why do you make yourself suffer in self-pity when you don't have to?
Why?
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