Entry 3

Dear Me,
Now, now, don't cry. None of that now. Your last entry was so happy! What happened? What's that?
Oh no......You and Tyler broke up huh? Well sort of, it was more like a mutual parting as still the best of friends. Sure......let's see if that works out. Ouch! Don't beat yourself up! What are you thinking? Okay look, let me explain it to you. It wasn't meant to be right now, doesn't mean it won't ever be or that it wasn't when you two were together. But you both are in two totally different places and you can't really expect yourself and him to suffer over it. Let him go. Let him be what he needs to be and focus on what he needs to focus on. Then one day, we'll see.
Oh girly, don't cry. It'll be okay, one day you'll see. Like they say: If you love something, you'll let it free. And if it's meant to be, it'll come back to you.
Trust. Just trust.

Just wait and see, you're going to be something special one day. Scratch that, you are special now. Just love and keep loving. Don't worry about what's not working out. I know it's hard, you have no job, no friends, and no way of pursuing your dreams, but it's not about what you have. It's who you are.
Those things will come with time.
And you're not alone, even if it seems that way right now.
I love you. Stay strong.